"We Come Back", or if you prefer the Latin, "Revenimus". This is the motto of the Sea Organization. Whether you were a member of the Sea Org or not, the horrible truth is that that motto applies to you too.

One of my favorite movies is The Matrix. I hate to refer to movies to make a point, but that movie serves up an analogy to your situation better than any other I know. In one scene, our hero, Neo, is encouraged to take either a red pill or a blue pill. In either case, he is instructed that the repercussions are permanent. The red pill will ultimately result in his complete disconnection from the dream which has been his life up until now. He will at last know the truth he has been seeking, with all its attendant horrors. The blue pill will essentially do nothing. Neo will remain in the dream world, oblivious to the real world that exists outside the dream.

I hate to put it this way, but when you finally decided you were part of this thing called "Scientology", you took the red pill.

Yeah, I know. Sucks to be you, doesn't it?

At some point, you caught a glimpse of a world that exists outside of what normal humans see. At that point, you decided you were part of this Scientology stuff. What you perhaps didn't realize was that there is no turning back. You can't "unsee" what you've seen, you can't "unexperience" what you've experienced. You can't "uncognite".

What does this mean for your future? That depends on you. You can disconnect from the Church. You can disconnect from the Field. Or your family. You can decry Scientology and its Founder. You can protest this or that. You can make others wrong for their interest in and devotion to the subject. You may choose to "forget" everything you know about Scientology.

The fact is that, somewhere up the line, you'll be back in an Org or a field practice. It's not a question of "if". It's a question of "when". It could be next lifetime. It could be 1000 lifetimes from now. You'll be there in the lobby, looking at that Grade Chart or that Dianetics book, and deep down, recognizing something familiar about it. There's even a possibility that you will finally feel like you're "home" again. And you may not be able to recognize the feeling or articulate it.

Your problem is this: The thetan (that's you) knows.

Of course, there are those who have never been in Scientology who will assert that this is creepy and absurd. That's fine. They don't know what they don't know. When our time on this planet is nearly done, we might pick them up on the way to Target Whatever. Or we might just leave them here, marked as "unsalvageable". We're not obligated to "fix" them. Free will exists for them too.

But you, my friend, are in for a different fate. I didn't create it for you and neither did Ron. You did.

And here's another, perhaps more frightening thought. While I can tell you where you will ultimately end up, I can't tell you what shape you'll be in when you get there. That depends on what you do now, in and with Scientology.

So consider your actions well.

"Most Scientologists have as their only nightmare, kicking off and not being able to remember Scientology. That would be a rough one. But I can already assure you that people when they back out of their heads, when they've been trained, they don't forget it." — Anatomy of the Human Mind Congress

RJ 67: an OT can't function alone. Plus, someone out here has to promote this viewpoint. Too many loud squirrels demands opposite voices.

It's the only hope Man has, and it's guaranteed workable only if applied standardly.

Some things to remember: